need a miracle

i think nobody prays for me. even my mom. just myself. i really need a miracle for 4th april........ ;"(

6 words for them

i love them, i miss them..... my awesome 21

moody days

beberapa hari ini entah mengapa gue suka tiba-tiba gak mood. i dont know why? i'm sorry kalo itu membuat temen2 gue jadi ikutan bete, (yang pastinya kalo gue gak mood cilla yg paling tau hahahaha). i dont knowww huhu. rasanya pengen melampiaskan pada sesuatu kalo lagi kaya gitu... sorry my dear, i dont know what's going on with myself....

Refresh (really?)

oh my god, finally i pass simak UI. well, walaupun gue gatau keterima atau ngga but at least i trying my best on that, dengan seminggu gk masuk sekolah mondok di Inten dari pagi sampe malem. Semoga Allah melihat perjuangan gue.... pasrah :(
besides that, i'm bored with my life. gini-gini aja 18 tahun kehidupan. nothing changes. mmmm i wish something can make my life more colourful like blair waldorf or serena van der woodsen. Their life so complicated, but besides that they have something which i dont have it... not a lot of money.... not a bestfriends (because i do love my friends now esp, geng satan hihi) but........................... ( i dont know)